Not everyone knows,
So few can see
The connection between my past
And this new me.
Not much has changed,
To you, I am the same.
But my reflection tells me otherwise.
I don't even recognize my own name.
I miss the lack of insecurity,
I miss the confidence in me.
I miss the days, so long ago,
Without anxiety.
I want to breathe,
To feel unconstrained.
I want to know
It is not these things by which I am defined.
But I cannot know that,
I cannot breathe.
For it is not so,
In your mind, it does define me.
I wish there was some magic cure,
I don't want to live this way.
I am a prisoner of my own mind
And know your love is the only way
I will survive.
